Now I know where my buttons are. I know the difference between Aperture priority and Shutter priority. I’m not entirely guessing anymore. At this point in the game I’d lost some of the spark, but I’m fighting for my right to be in the space. Not exactly for or against anyone else. I truly had to push myself to keep learning how to be better. I wanted to give up so bad. I was felt like I wanted to be recognized but couldn’t get to the point of recognition since I wasn’t so consistent. You know, impostor syndrome and all that. It should never have been about the recognition though.